Monday, December 12, 2005
hey guys..
sori guys 4 not updating ma bloggies.. kinda caught with alot of stuffs. Lotsa thing happening to me in that short period of time. emotions running high and low everywhere. at times juz dun understand it. serius! am i too young to understand all of it? perhaps time will tell..
failure.. a word, no one like to have in their life but for me.. it seems to be haunting me. ARgH!! But like they say, the onli success u gonna have, is to have failure to guide u along. come to tink of it.. i guess i wudnt mind having failure here and there. but if all the time failure gonna hang ard, till when ur gonna be successful. bak pepatah: sampai ke tua la fai ko tk ke mana..
now its time to move on fai. no point crying over spilled milk. dah kering pon kalo susu tu tumpah.. Wahaha..
juz wanna say sori if u were embarassed by me in front of those ppl there. u know wad i mean gerl. i'm sori.. but @ tad moment u realli make my blood boils. i juz cudnt stand it when i got back stabbed rite in front of my eyes!! god.. u were so good.. but good thing its over between us. and i'm glad it is!!
back to reality.. haiz.. heart broken, kocek broken, everyting seems to be broken. dunno y. perhaps its juz a test for me. i guess i've endure so much.. time to get things fix up.
anywaes.. its been an experience not to be forgotten. a scarred heart doesnt mean i'm hopeless. juz wanna quite tis "Failure is not abt falling down, but refusing to get up!" i'm gonna start a brand new chapter in my life. let the past be a rememberance to all and hope the future be much brighter and accept wad life's got to offer. =)
fairuz outzz
..:: slaMatz ::..
blackRose signed off
Monday, December 12, 2005
