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Friday, January 27, 2006

Haii..


Juz drop by to wish all my chinese peepz..

Happy Chinese New Year

Gong Xi Fa Cai..



..:: slaMatz ::..

blackRose signed off Friday, January 27, 2006

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

HeloOo..

Dah lama tk update.. Keke.. Sibok gaknye... Sibok menganggur ader lah.. Wahaha~

Last wkend was great.. Kuar ngan members poly.. Poly gathering. Mak oi.. Dah 2 tahun lebih tk jumpa.. Satu-satu perangai tak berubah.. Samer jugak when i last see them time graduation.. Wahaha~ Ader yg bekerja.. ada yg berumah tangga.. OopsS.. Salah~ Sumer single Wahaha.. Tapi ader jugak yang mencari².. Jumpe kad MS.. Makan dinner kad swensen.. PAstu gi lepak.. Wahaha..

Itulah budak-budak aku time poly.. Tapi sayang Xueying ngan Siti tk dapat turun..

Semalam aku ngan member rapat aku gi Mustaffa Ctr.. Member nk carik kasot.. Mak oi. Mahal betol seh.. Kasot paling murah 60 ketol siol.. Pastu kita gi jalan² gi Beach Rd. Baik nk carik kasot.. sop tulang nampak nyer.. Wahaha~ Lazat.. Sampai menyonyot.. *ehem* Tulang lar.. Gi jalan ke Bugis Junction.. Dapat pulak kasot on sale.. $19.90.. Murah seh.. Bole tahan ar.. temankan member gi beli kasut.. Aku tk beli aper².. Maklom je resources low.. Waakakkaa~

Sampai disini peepz.. Jumpe lagik di masa akan datang.. =P


..:: slaMatz ::..

blackRose signed off Wednesday, January 25, 2006

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Blessing in disguise? I tink so too.. I came across tis article from the net.. Hope it's useful ya~

Two traveling angels

Two traveling angels stopped to spend the night in the home of a wealthy family. The family was rude and refused to let the angels stay in the mansion's guest room. Instead the angels were given a small space in the cold basement. As they made their bed on the hard floor, the older angel saw a hole in the wall and repaired it. When the younger angel asked why, the older angel replied, "Things aren't always what they seem"

The next night the pair came to rest at the house of a very poor, but very hospitable farmer and his wife. After sharing what little food they had the couple let the angels sleep in their bed where they could have a good night's rest. When the sun came up the next morning the angels found the farmer and his wife in tears. Their only cow, whose milk had been their sole income, lay dead in the field. The younger angel was infuriated and asked the older angel how could you have let this happen? The first man had everything, yet you helped him, he accused. The second family had little but was willing to share everything, and you let the cow die. "Things aren't always what they seem," the older angel replied.

"When we stayed in the basement of the mansion, I noticed there was gold stored in that hole in the wall. Since the owner was so obsessed with greed and unwilling to share his good fortune, I sealed the wall so he wouldn't find it." "Then last night as we slept in the farmers bed, the angel of death came for his wife. I gave him the cow instead.

Things aren't always what they seem." Sometimes that is exactly what happens when things don't turn out the way they should. If you have faith, you just need to trust that every out come is always to your advantage. You just might not know it until some time later...

Some people
come into our lives
and quickly go..
Some people become friends
and stay awhile....
leaving beautiful footprints on our hearts...
and we are never quite the same
because we have made a good friend!!



Yesterday is history.
Tomorrow a mystery.
Today is a gift.
That's why it's called the present!


..:: slaMatz ::..

blackRose signed off Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Friday, January 13, 2006

Tis poem.. Taken from http://spaces.msn.com/members/cartoonfreak1980/

My Soul Is Dead... But My Body Lives On...
My Mistake

One day a long time ago
I made an awful mistake.Why, I just don't know
but it's caused a lot of heartache.

I was so angry and so scared
I didn't know what to do.
Now you think that I never cared
and now I have lost you.

I don't know how I could hurt you so bad
I loved you with all of my heart.
Now we are both alone and sad
because I have torn us apart.

I wanted us to be together forever
and you always said that we would.
But we couldn't get past the stormy weather
I don't know why I ever thought we could.

I have never felt so empty inside
I can't go on without you.
I need you here in my life
please know what I say is true.

I'm so sorry for all the pain
I never meant to make you cry.
Standing alone here in the rain
Hoping our love will never die.

I want nothing more than to hold you forever
and tell you how sorry I am.
I want us to always be together
and go through this life hand in hand.

You were my lover and my best friend
you meant so much to me.
I never wanted this to come to an end
I never wanted you to leave.

I know it is my fault that you are gone
but even the "bad guys" need time to grieve.
I have dreaded this moment for so long
it hurts so bad and there's no relief.

I wish that you could see into my soul
and realize how much I need you.
The amount of love I have; you'll never know
I wish there were something I could do.

There are no words to show you how I feel
and there are no words to show it was a mistake.
They say with time a broken heart will heal
but I don't know how much more pain I can take.


Touching seh Poem tu.. Teringat kisah² lamer.. Haizz..


..:: slaMatz ::..

blackRose signed off Friday, January 13, 2006

Sunday, January 01, 2006

HaloOoo.. g0t tiS fr0M dA nEt..


Your looks are part of it,
He love them for what they are,
Your Mannerism are what he sees,
for if its not what he expects,you can tell from his eyes...

Let it go my dearest friends,
Time will heal everything..
No point forcing..
for the time will come when what you ask for will be granted to you..

Let love come to you and not vice versa,
Let not lust come to your mind,
lest it shatters your heart,
when we like a person,
we like him deeply,
but when we let him go,
its because we cant bear the pain he is causing us..

Just remember that you are not alone in this world,
Share it with someone you care
Someone who will listen with sincerity in his heart,
This someone,
once again you can tell from your heart,
that he will always be there for you once again..

Goodbye friend..
it was difficult for me to let it go..
causes me to have sleepless nites..
i notice that it will never be the same again..
the phonecalls got lesser, the smses got lesser..

if ya have done it out of obligation,
i m sorry i cant accept the fact..
somehow i can guess that it is..
perhaps you are guilty..
perhaps you are not..
but then again who am i to decide who is right and who is wrong..
you made your choice and so did i...

On this new year's day..
Let God bear witness to my decision..
in hope for a better tomorrow...
in hope for a better life..
to him i shall share this sorrowful heart that i am having right now..
May you be happy always..


Goodbye...



P.S. Touching seh.. (",) aLmost maDe mE crY..


..:: slaMatz ::..

blackRose signed off Sunday, January 01, 2006

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