Sunday, March 26, 2006
Hey all..
I'm back blogging after a period of absence.. I guess i'm picking up and putting all the pieces of my life together. But tis is wat i realise.. Everytime when i'm abt to finish putting them back together, i was struck hard and the pieces crumble.. And there i have to mend them back~ Life's so complicated. Especially when it comes to love..
So what is this thing called love..
Definition of love from
http://www.dictionary.com/ Love (lv) n 1. A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness. 2. A feeling of intense desire and attraction toward a person with whom one is disposed to make a pair; the emotion of sex and romance. 3. An intense emotional attachment, as for a pet or treasured object. 4. A person who is the object of deep or intense affection or attraction; beloved. Often used as a term of endearment Synonyms: love, affection, devotion, fondness, infatuationThese nouns denote feelings of warm personal attachment or strong attraction to another person. Love is the most intense: marrying for love. Affection is a less ardent and more unvarying feeling of tender regard: parental affection. Devotion is earnest, affectionate dedication and implies selflessness: teachers admired for their devotion to children. Fondness is strong liking or affection: a fondness for small animals. Infatuation is foolish or extravagant attraction, often of short duration: lovers blinded to their differences by their mutual infatuation.
Haizz.. All i can denote is.. Love is blind~ It knows no boundary. And when it hits eu, it hits eu so hard that eu nvr know where it comes and suddenly.. Ur in Love..
Aside of all that, i considered my heart feels nothing for love & no had feeling to love anyone else. But recently.. unexpectedly, sumone came into my life and manage, somehow, to open up my heart which i consider it to be 'DEAD' all tis while. Mayb its juz a fling? To me.. I can like a person, but to love a person.. It take some time for me.. Mayb tads y i'm still alone~ Perhaps i'm not ready for another relationship.
If onli i cud have the person that opens up heart to love again.. I'll be the most happiest person in tis world. Well, tad is if.. If onli..
A close fren of mine use to say.. Some ppl comes into ur life for a reason.. They come to assists u when ur in difficulty, either by physically,emotionally or spiritually.. They are there for the reasons u need them. Then w/o any wrong doing on ur part or at any inconvinient time, tad person will say or do someting tad will bring the relationship to the end. At times they walked away or act up or out or force u to make a stand. But of all, what u have to realise is that, our need had been met, our desired fullfilled, and their work is done. Now is the time to move on.
I dun wish tat person to walked away after all they have done to me. Walking away will bring me back to my old self and i do not wish it to repeat time and again. It's heart breaking..
Well, if u shud walk away from me, i'll wait for u till the end of time for ur return. If u comes back, no doubt we're meant for each other..
Well, enuf said for the dae.. I'm leaving eu guys wif this beautiful note i found on the net..
WhEn u keEp aNgeR inSidE,
iT is pRetTy eAsY tO hiDe;
bUt wHeN u kEep So mUch
iT oFteN eXpLoDes iN jUz oNe bUrsT.
WheN u keEp sAdnEsS iN tOo LoNg,
N jUz aCt "OK" n sAy ur FiNe;
u nOe oN e iNsiDe u'Re wRonG,
sO wHy mUz u hiDe?
WhEn sTreSs n wOrRy ArE oN uR miNd
n aLL u cAn dO is siGh,
jUz rEmEmbEr tAt u cAnnOt hiDe
FroM mE.
WheN u LoVe sOmEonE,
bUt sHe dOeSn'T LOvE u iN rEtuRn;
aL u cAn dO is hAvE a gD cRy,
BUT dO nOt tUrN uR bAcK oN LiFe.
ReMeMbeR tAt I'vE bEen iN e sAmE siTuAtiOn.
n I nOe iT is nOt aN eAsY rOaD;
bUt iF u KeEp FaiTh n HoPe iN uR hEaRt,
jUz rEmEmBeR tAt is pArT oF e nOt sO eAsY rOad.
JuZ reMemBer tAt tiMe hEaLs n wiLL tELL aLL,
n tAt God aBoVe hAs a LeSsoN fOr aLL.
WheTheR iF iT is aBouT aNgeR, sAdnEss, pRidE, oR LovE -
jUz rEmEmbEr tAt hE hAs a rEasOn fOr Tis
FrOm e gD aNgeLs aBovE.
blackRose signed off
Sunday, March 26, 2006
